The Universe does check on me. I wrote about Experience and Allowing recently and I was given a test a couple of days ago.
I was sitting on the porch at the barn with the three barn cats. Two were on the grass just off the porch and the third was at my feet demanding to be scratched. Being a good slave I was doing my best to meet his demand. We were enjoying the moment then suddenly a baby bird came out of it’s nest on the branch in front of the porch. It tried to fly and it landed just behind the Gator and hopped under it. The cat sprang into action in a flash. The cat was under the Gator, grabbed the baby bird and raced into the barn before I was all the way out of the chair.
As I ran to the barn door ready to intervene, I stopped. I realized trying to get the baby bird from the cat was not what I needed to do. My to do was to do nothing, really hard to stand aside and allow another being to have it’s experience. It was a very dramatic scenario the Universe sent me. That part of me that was taught to care for and defend had a tough time with allowing. It was quite a range of emotions that went through me.
It was over instantly. I heard a faint “I’m OK”, then everything was very still. In spite of my upset there was a feeling of peace around me and that all was right and perfect. I had to get over myself. Who do I think I am to question another’s path. The animals show me over and over that there are no accidents and that everything that happens is fine. They do not need or want my pity or upset so I went and sat back down and simply got quiet. Letting it all just be, allowing myself to be a being not a doing. We are not called human doings, we are human beings. I forget that.
The baby bird was fine, the cat was a cat and I got to be. The Universe was just checking to see if I really got it. Slowly, yes I am. Thanks Universe.